If I am being watched, does it mean I'm being followed? K. warned about paranoia. His usual crap about rapture and recovery. he says everyone has as many days of fear and loathing after a day in the zone, in the game. It's a natural compensation, apparently. Up high for a few hours, down naked for a few days. Some trade off. I dream in colors now, all blue light and flashing. the air is cold. i wake up sweating. No news. No contact. Fear of the telephone. I don't want to go outside in case it's the same, in case it's different.
Must get to K.
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