Thursday, April 26, 2007

Observation


I am lying by the tracks with Tyler. the sound of the train increases and I get ready to run into it. But something is wrong, something was wrong. I thought at first it was just the usual adrenaline rush when I'm about to enter the game, but I know now what it is. Suddenly, everything flips and I am watching us as if on a giant screen. this is weird. then I notice there are people in the room watching. that's it! The unease is because I know I am being watched, observed all the time. From the moment I go into the zone, someone is watching me. it creeps me out totally. then I wake up again, but the feeling doesn't go away. In there, I am watched. Why? Who? Feeling that none of this is an accident. Shit.

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